can someone plz gimme some advise ... im desperate?

[shannon961]

Im glad to here you have a psychiatrists. You need to stay in contact with him or her. CAll them when things get really hard.

I would stop texting calling and taking calls from people that obviously dont treasure you. This creep just calls or comes over when he feels like it is wrong. He has no respect for u. U deserve way better than that. I would take care of yourself first. I hope and pray that you find someone that will love and cherish you and not bow you off or use you when ever it suits them.

Be yourself.

[miss_september_saphire040]

so sorry to hear that your having a bad time right now. i think you should concentrate on yourself for now with everything going on around you. think about it you have bpd and aspergers which are both going to make it harder for you to have relationships now don't get me wrong when you have these things under Control you will be fine but until then you really need to concentrate on getting yourself sorted out. end it with this guy firstly sorry but he's messing you around and that's not going to help is it?
and you were doing so well not harming yourself but try to find other ways of coping ive been there and it doesn't really help long term.
you have to get your head down study for your exams to get in to college or whatever it is you want to do. there is a reason why your here, why were all here. and i know its hard sometimes and having someone to talk to does help, i feel so much for you because i have been in these situations my self in my life i self harmed when i was young and i got in to drugs, ive had depression and wanted to end it all too, and then i read about you and you seem to have it as bad with your bpd and aspergers and i know what it like to feel like you've no-one to talk to as i don't have many friends either. im guessing your still in school as you said you've got exams so you've still got so much of your life ahead of you. don't give up yet! there are lots of ppl out there to help you don't feel like your alone , please email me if you want to talk some more. good luck sweetie